Monday, February 8, 2010
Trapped
Jesus-like?
While Gregor is accepting of his fate, I'm not sure if he is accepting with the same awareness that Jesus was and consequently, I don't agree that Gregor's death was a self-sacrifice. It just seemed as if he was really hurt and knew his family didn't want him around and went into his room because it was the thing to do. He died that night because he was so hurt and had a short life-span as a bug, not because he made some sort of altruistic and self-sacrificing decision in order to benefit his family. However, I do think that a sacrifice took place. Even though "Vermin" is meaning "not to be sacrificed", it seems as if Grete makes a conscious decision to sacrifice Gregor for her own benefit and for her family's future. She was ready to put Gregor out to pasture at the time of his death and his deterioration in health was a direct result of her recent lack of care. At the end of her story, she is finally able to shine as an individual because her brother, even as an insect, overshadowed her contributions to the family.
Self-sacrifice
"Just from each other's glance and almost without knowing it they agreed that it would soon be time to find a good man for her. And, as if in confirmation of their new dreams and good intentions, as soon as they reached their destination Grete was the first to get up and stretch out her young body.” This marks a pivotal moment in the novella in which, through Gregor’s sacrifice, allowed his family to travel to the country, move to smaller quarters, and save money. All this without worrying about a giant insect living in the adjacent room.
Sacrifice: to surrender or give up, or permit injury or disadvantage to, for the sake of something else. In the last scene of the novella, Gregor’s family debates ending Gregor for the sake of improving their own lives, without consideration for his. Their argument was that Gregor would have wanted it this way. No matter the reason for Gregor’s death, his family sacrificed the insect, with rooting flesh and broken legs to improve their own lives.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Plagued by Relentless Duty
The Metamorphosis revolves around the notion of duty. Family duty enslaves Gregor from the time before his metamorphosis to his death. He removes his own interests from a situation and acts in accordance with those of his family when he is able to do so. Gregor despises his job and the trek he must embark on every day to get to and from his job. “There’s the trouble of constant traveling, of worrying about train connections, the bed and irregular meals, casual acquaintances that are always new and never become intimate friends” (68). However, he continues working at this job in order to financially support his family.
When Gregor is no longer able to work due to his metamorphosis that was out of his control, he is plagued by guilt for not being able to fulfill this particular duty. “Whenever the need for earning money was mentioned Gregor… felt so hot with shame and grief” (97). In not being able to provide for his family, Gregor feels as though he is failing his family. Despite the fact that his parents and sister are perfectly capable of putting in the effort to work, Gregor finds humiliation in his inconveniencing them.
Gregor further feels the need to protect his family emotionally. They are clearly repulsed by his appearance and react poorly to it each time they are forced to encounter it. Gregor sees it as his duty to hide under the sofa whenever one of his family members walks in so as to not upset him or her. Although this may seem like an immensely courteous gesture on Gregor’s part, I find it to be far more sad in the sense that he needs to hide his true self in order to maintain his family’s acceptance.
Family duty is also prevalent in the case of Gregor’s family members. However, they fulfill their duties only so far as is necessary. After Gregor’s metamorphosis, his sister proceeds to feed him twice a day and cleans his room. As time goes by, she does just enough to claim that she has fulfilled her duty, as she no longer cares what food she brings him or cleans his room. “We’ve tried to look after it and to put up with it as far as is humanly possible, and I don’t think anyone could reproach us in the slightest” (124). At this point she sees her duty to him as a sister as being fulfilled.
Kafka’s characters are plagued with the feelings of duty to their family. Gregor acknowledges his duty to financially and emotionally support his family members whereas Gregor’s sister solely sees it as her duty to physically care for him in return. Thus I would argue that Gregor spent too much of his life supporting a family that refused to reciprocate his effort and devotion.
Jose's Post
Stream of Consciousness
I won't go on, but the point of this story was to show how Gregor was like Eddie. In our discussion, we related Gregor to a soldier- lost in his own world, unable to communicate, depressed, has a pessimistic worldview, and so on. But what angers me the most is Gregor's sister. She chose to complete destroy Gregor, rather than try to relieve his suffering. He's still his brother, like Eddie is still my friend. She didn't try to understand him, while Eddie actually inspired me. I know this is such a lame inspiration but whenever I had to run a "circuit" (2 laps, 10 pushups, one huge lap around the field, then up and down the bleachers, which were really tall), I always thought of Eddie and how many miles he had to run and that would not just keep me going, but make me run faster. It amazes me that Gregor has sacrificed his entire life, and continues to devote his efforts to his sister by planning to earn enough money to send her to the conservatory, only for her to completely abandon him. She thought of him as such a burden, her inability to live her own life, her efforts hindered by the thought of Gregor. I asked Eddie why he wanted to join the Marines (seemed like a death sentence to me), and he replied, "so that you, my friends, and my brother wouldn't have to." I wasn't sure why he thought this way, or why he would make such a huge sacrifice, or if there were any other reasons, but I always respected him.
Anways, I was reading David Dressor's post, and I have to disagree with him (sorry!!). I thought this book was quite captivating, and very depressing. It made me think how inhumane people can be. Actually, I was talking to one of my friends who is Korean, and she informed me that it was law in Korea for a child to bury their own parents when they turned sixty years old. How cruel... people obeyed, out of fright, and because it was law. I guess since it was law, they grew accustomed to it and continue to practice such a ritual . Oh wait, I forgot to mention, bury them ALIVE. So many depressing thoughts... I guess the book to me was just very depressing in general. I hate insects, so this book grossed me out since the beginning. However, Gregor's stream of consciousness constantly reminded me of Eddie.